hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. stfu, i don't care if he's fictional or I can't have him. (insert "leave britney alone" joke here) she can laugh for a straight 10-20 minutes. she loves ninjas and free hugs. she has an attention span of a rock. and she believes in the magic of the sun rays but eez all good. kthxbye.
peace love carpe diem and laugh.
"Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in everyday"

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

January 26

Stolen is playing in the background and all I'm thinking of is him. Does he think of me I wonder. Am I as important to him as he is to me. I'm starting to like him. I'm scared though. I feel like this is new territory for me. I don't know. It's so hard sometimes to understand him. I don't know what he wants from me. What he even sees in me :/ I'm weird, I make lame jokes, I get too distracted, I act like a child. He's not going to end up liking me for long. I have too many flaws.

But I think of him often now.

I'm so unsure, though. I do feel something but I'm not sure if it's enough to be called something. Sometimes when I hug him I kind of want to stay like that forever but he pushes me away.

Love always, Sonya

tomorrow is a new day and tomorrow. I will be happy.