Stolen is playing in the background and all I'm thinking of is
him. Does he think of me I wonder. Am I as important to him as he is to me. I'm starting to like him. I'm scared though. I feel like this is new territory for me. I don't know. It's so hard sometimes to understand him. I don't know what he wants from me. What he even sees in me :/ I'm weird, I make lame jokes, I get too distracted, I act like a child. He's not going to end up liking me for long. I have too many flaws.
But I think of him often now.
I'm so unsure, though. I do feel something but I'm not sure if it's enough to be called something. Sometimes when I hug him I kind of want to stay like that forever but he pushes me away.
Love always, Sonya
tomorrow is a new day and tomorrow. I will be happy.