hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. Desire is sometimes greater than common sense.
something i just realized.I got a 75 out of a hundred in our first ES long test. and I'm a bit bummed out about it because I really studied hard. Well, harder than I ever would. And my blockmates didn't even need to study. but they got way higher scores than I did. So that tells you alot. I have to really study in this school. I feel like I should really change. But I don't really know where to start. My study habits aren't always the best. and well. I, just like every human being in this planet, procrastinate.
I don't know how my blockamtes do it. They seem so carefree and yet they get scores like... 90/100. I feel really REALLY jealous. I want to be that naturally smart :/ Or that studious.
Maybe I should do what our Intact fascilitator and teacher told us to do. write my goals down. and lets just see where it goes. But what goal am I really putting down. Hmm. Wouldn't it be just like a To Do list if I do start writing goals?
I feel like buying a notebook/planner now. To buy or not to buy. Hmm. Maybe I will. I don't even know how much money I spend anymore because I don't have a proper notebook. I seriously came to Manila unprepared. I don't even have a knife or a plate in my room. How sad is that?
I also need to book bind my English book so I'll stop rearranging the papers. And I need to start photocopying papers, start getting my readings straight, start doing my homeworks.
I just realized that I seriously need to fix my life. It's college. What else am I supposed to do?