hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. stfu, i don't care if he's fictional or I can't have him. (insert "leave britney alone" joke here) she can laugh for a straight 10-20 minutes. she loves ninjas and free hugs. she has an attention span of a rock. and she believes in the magic of the sun rays but eez all good. kthxbye.
peace love carpe diem and laugh.
"Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in everyday"

Monday, August 23, 2010

Of the Shallow Story of my EX

Lets call him Jeremiah.

It started out as a crush. It always does. Then I started to feel his love for me. But I didn't exactly fall for him just yet. I was actually falling out of the crush phase. But then he pulled me back in. I don't know how he did it. but it did. I fell. for the ultimate. player.

At first it felt nice. I thought that I'd be the one to change his player ways knowing that I did that to Jacob. It felt amazing. To feel loved after getting so hurt. It didn't really last long.

He was known to be the one who loved how things started but hated staying because he already knew he'd won.

So when I was so deep in love. He fell out of love for me. He stopped talking to me. And when I tried talking to him. He left. But when she tried to talk to him. He came. And it hurt to see him so willing to talk to someone who isn't me.

I cried for around three days. My brother hated him once he saw me cry so much. I hated him.

And when he left me, I moved on. But he had the guts to not talk to me even just for a little "hi". And when he did that, I turned bitter.

Then he tells me he misses me. Jeremiah Jeremiah.

Sorry for this. Saw his comment to me and I'm listening to Love the Way you Lie and I guess... they don't mix :)) happy blogspot later :D