hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. stfu, i don't care if he's fictional or I can't have him. (insert "leave britney alone" joke here) she can laugh for a straight 10-20 minutes. she loves ninjas and free hugs. she has an attention span of a rock. and she believes in the magic of the sun rays but eez all good. kthxbye.
peace love carpe diem and laugh.
"Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in everyday"

Monday, October 4, 2010

happy :)

as much as i want my life to be all about me and my struggle to fit into this fxcked up world with all these dramas i cant. last night i realized that there are people around me too. its not about me, its about them. the people who told me "im here for you". the people who comfort me when im crying. the people who support me when i "sing".

ive come back from the auto pilot me. and it feels... well nerve racking. i haven't done a single thing on my "to do tonight because its due tomorrow" list. the pressure feels so welcoming. welcome back to reality, sonya. welcome back to college.

right now, i dont really know what my situation is with people. because of my autopilot-ness, ive been mean. worse actually. but i know what ive done and im willing to accept whatever consequence God has prepared for me.

Im happy tonight. SCARED LIKE OMFGIHAVENTDONEANYTHINGYET SCARED but it's okay.

wake me up when september ends

wait. what was i saying? :))
Posted by Zombie Bride at 3:26 AM
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