hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. [x] Let her do horribly in her finals making her realize she might Fail and not come back to Ateneo... ever.
[x]Let her not read the yahoo groups ahead of time and give her deductions on the paper she passed early
[x]Let her lose her bag with all her money in it.
Yea, lets make her cry and wish that sembreak didn't have to be so close. Yea, we should.
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After all this happened, I needed to blow off some steam. I felt so alone. REALLY. I know I have my room mates and everyone else behind me but this was the first time I genuinely felt so alone and fudged up.
I felt like if I talked to someone, it'll just turn them off or it'll scare them away. They'll judge me like they already have. They'll give me advice that won't make me feel better. I keep trying to give the impression of being okay but sometimes I just want someone to hug me and spend time with me. I want to feel like they're not going to leave me in their darkest hour.
So last night, I talked to Ammon about all of it. We ended up talking about random stuff like stars and planes. It was pretty funny actually and he kept on tickling me and hugging me and honestly it did make me feel better.
everything will be okay. Will it? Will it really? :| :|