Proof of my trauma

I was with Joseph. Our first date. I felt nothing unlike my first love where I was so scared but excited. So Joseph and I sat down and I was talking about just taking it slow cos I'm scared. Then he goes.

Joseph: Why are you scared?

Me: Because of the whole Turner thing. I don't want it to happen again.

Joseph: But I'm not like Turner.

And when you said it, you were getting mad. And I hated it and remembering it now. I hate the way you said it even more. But I'm not bitter. I realized that it was a good thing we broke up. It's a good thing we didn't end up together. Because I deserve better. I deserve someone wayyyy better.

So you see viewers. (here I go again) I want to do this right now and actually get to know the boy and fall for him slowly. Like a good girl like a good girl. okay shut up sonya