hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. "well. thats that i guess :)
LOL, im going to be okay. [tinanong nyo ba ako?? :))) ang kapal ko talaga kahit kelan :))] this is just natural. the pain is natural. i know that all i need is time and that this will somehow make me stronger. i'll survive. i'll make it through this like how i made it through the others. maybe not now maybe not for the next few weeks but as long as i get there. i know that i just need time to get over you :D
but honestly it hurts ;)
it hurts how i tried to fight for you. for us. but it did nothing. it hurts how we promised each other we'd meet each other at the end of the road but it looks like we won't. it hurts how i stood up with all those girls hating on me cos i had you. it hurts how our promises were broken just like that. it hurts how the memories keep flooding in but it seems like you dont mind. it hurts to see your comments to another girl with you being really sweet when i longed for that for the past few days.
it hurts how i still love you even if obviously you dont anymore.
but im trying to make it thru. cos i know i have to. cos i know that youre going to move on and itll hurt if i just stay. because i know that life doesnt end here. life doesnt stop every time i get a broken hypothalamus.
so here it is, babe. i love you.. for the last time. i love you so much ;)"
LOL, im going to be okay. [tinanong nyo ba ako?? :))) ang kapal ko talaga kahit kelan :))] this is just natural. the pain is natural. i know that all i need is time and that this will somehow make me stronger. i'll survive. i'll make it through this like how i made it through the others. maybe not now maybe not for the next few weeks but as long as i get there. i know that i just need time to get over you :D
but honestly it hurts ;)
it hurts how i tried to fight for you. for us. but it did nothing. it hurts how we promised each other we'd meet each other at the end of the road but it looks like we won't. it hurts how i stood up with all those girls hating on me cos i had you. it hurts how our promises were broken just like that. it hurts how the memories keep flooding in but it seems like you dont mind. it hurts to see your comments to another girl with you being really sweet when i longed for that for the past few days.
it hurts how i still love you even if obviously you dont anymore.
but im trying to make it thru. cos i know i have to. cos i know that youre going to move on and itll hurt if i just stay. because i know that life doesnt end here. life doesnt stop every time i get a broken hypothalamus.
so here it is, babe. i love you.. for the last time. i love you so much ;)"
how was I able to get to this point? Right now, I feel like I've never liked anyone in my life. I don't see myself liking anyone either. at least not this much. cos I remember how inexplainable the pain was. It always felt like it was there but I could never really say that it really was there because there was no proof and it sounded stupid. Looking back, I remember how happy I was with him. But I'm not sure if that'll happen this time around.