hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. 
I was supposed to type down how I felt about not reviewing for my Math LT but my room mate played the song Tonight by FM Static. and I turned nostalgic. That song. It still sends shivers down my spine and leaves my body with this shock and nervous-ness. That song.
Sometimes, I wonder how your life would have turned out if you didn't like her. Sometimes I wonder if you and I could have made it. Sometimes I wonder. The big what-if's and I-wish's.
You taught me how to love. You taught me that it is possible to fall in love with your best friend. That it is possible to not get jealous even if some girl flirts with you ten times over. That it is possible to trust someone this much.
And because of our history, I wonder how I'm ever going to get over it. I'm not saying that I haven't moved on yet. I have, I just haven't moved on from the memories. Because they are too beautiful to just let go. You and I seemed like we could've made it.
It's weird. I usually know what to blog especially when I blog about you. But now I don't. My posts are always short and they don't seem to amaze me with words I never thought would come out from my brain. first loves, math, my inability to blog as of the moment, and college.