hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. Someday someone's gonna love me
the way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place.
the way I wanted you to need me
Someday someone's gonna take your place.
Screw love and all its wonders and amazingness. I'm already happy just by living in this single world. I've seen so many people get hurt because of this feeling. And. I don't know if it's even worth it. anymore.
stop.
I honestly don't know what to believe in anymore. I mean, love feels amazing but after you lose your faith in this emotion you tend to doubt. You doubt yourself, the person, your feelings towards one another. You doubt. And the fact that you doubt makes it horrible enough.
I do hate what love's done to me. What it's done to people. I've seen people give and give and end up abused because of their love. I've seen people change so much because of love. And not for the betterment of them both. I've seen lives torn apart because they feel like it isn't going to work anymore. I've seen it all. And it isn't a pretty sight.
But I am staying hopeful. I am going to find that one person. That one special person who will be different from all the rest. That one person who will hurt me but will never stop fighting for me. Will never turn away from me even if it was my fault. That person who will make me laugh. Who will talk to me like I'm his best friend. That person. Will come. I am not asking to be saved anymore. By this one amazing guy. (I realized that I should not ask so much from this one person because I must not depend on someone for my happiness.)
I'm just asking to be loved. Unconditionally and lovingly. And when the time comes for me to meet this person. It'll be one hell of an adventure.
stop.
I honestly don't know what to believe in anymore. I mean, love feels amazing but after you lose your faith in this emotion you tend to doubt. You doubt yourself, the person, your feelings towards one another. You doubt. And the fact that you doubt makes it horrible enough.
I do hate what love's done to me. What it's done to people. I've seen people give and give and end up abused because of their love. I've seen people change so much because of love. And not for the betterment of them both. I've seen lives torn apart because they feel like it isn't going to work anymore. I've seen it all. And it isn't a pretty sight.
But I am staying hopeful. I am going to find that one person. That one special person who will be different from all the rest. That one person who will hurt me but will never stop fighting for me. Will never turn away from me even if it was my fault. That person who will make me laugh. Who will talk to me like I'm his best friend. That person. Will come. I am not asking to be saved anymore. By this one amazing guy. (I realized that I should not ask so much from this one person because I must not depend on someone for my happiness.)
I'm just asking to be loved. Unconditionally and lovingly. And when the time comes for me to meet this person. It'll be one hell of an adventure.