hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. stfu, i don't care if he's fictional or I can't have him. (insert "leave britney alone" joke here) she can laugh for a straight 10-20 minutes. she loves ninjas and free hugs. she has an attention span of a rock. and she believes in the magic of the sun rays but eez all good. kthxbye.
peace love carpe diem and laugh.
"Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in everyday"

Thursday, September 30, 2010

I still exist.

i'm fine. it doesn't matter what you hide from me or what i should've known. it doesn't matter if i wanted to actually tell you a story that really mattered. it's okay if i just let you go. it's okay if i'm the last to know. it's okay if i'm out of the loop. it's okay if you prefer someone else's advice more than mine. it's okay if i'm just rebound. it's okay if i don't matter as much as they do. it's okay if you judge me. it's okay if you're better than me. it's okay if you know more than me.

it's okay. i don't mind. i don't matter. but i still exist.
you all didn't even consider how hurt i am but it's okay.
because tomorrow i know this feeling of betrayal will vanish
and i'll put a smile.
Posted by Zombie Bride at 12:10 AM
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