important people

to those who cared, who continued supporting me till wits end: I'm sorry I wasn't enough for this day. i know you're disappointed and frustrated about the fact that I probably failed the Finals even when I knew you wanted me to be great. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for probably ending up in Baguio later on because of my grade in Math. I'm so sorry. I know the apology isn't enough to make me stay.

to my dad&everyone who knew I wouldn't make it: I guess you're right. I won't make it. I won't end up graduating here in Ateneo. I won't make you proud or measure up to the greatness of Florence. I shouldn't have underestimated your words. I shouldn't have been cocky and said to your face that I could pass with flying colors. You're right. I'm wrong.

to you: No matter what happens, I still believe in you. Stop concluding that you're going to fail as early as today when you have no idea what the outcome will be.

my emotions are all over the place.

i can't seem to sleep but i'm so tired.

i want the feeling to go away.

let it go away please. please.