hi, this is sonya. She dances around in over sized t shirts and boxers. she has an addiction to Mike Chang. stfu, i don't care if he's fictional or I can't have him. (insert "leave britney alone" joke here) she can laugh for a straight 10-20 minutes. she loves ninjas and free hugs. she has an attention span of a rock. and she believes in the magic of the sun rays but eez all good. kthxbye.
peace love carpe diem and laugh.
"Everyday may not be good, but there's something good in everyday"

Wednesday, October 13, 2010

this is a new feeling.

i'm not particularly scared about the outcome of my math grades. but i seriously want to stay here in Ateneo. I've been worrying non stop about it. Ive been crying for 3 days. all in different times. I can't handle the fact that I might go back to Baguio and not see the people I've already come to know. &&I know that I'll hate myself. I'll hate SLU. I'll hate Baguio. My life just won't be the same.

I want to stay so bad. I did review, obviously not enough. Right now, it's my only prayer. Maybe I am scared. I'm not paranoid about it but I'm scared.

how am I supposed to handle the biggest disappointment of my life?