I seriously

just love my boys. get your head out of the gutter, viewer. I mean my boy best friends. DUH.

So I've been a bit confused about it. I over think things. sue me. I look into the future alot. shut up :) Either way, you're still reading this (look at me, thinking people are actually reading my bull)

Anyways, my first love IMed me and we started talking and I ended up telling him about my dilemma and well. Here's a conversation:

J: So open up to him. Talk to him about it. He'll appreciate it.

S: What if he won't like me after?

J: Then he's not reasonable enough to have your love

So after, he asks me his name and I give it.

J: He's from Cebu ah.

S: ....YOU SEARCHED HIM?!

J: Oo naman, gusto ko gwapo parin para sayo ah.

Isn't that heart wrenching stuff? :') I swear I miss my boys. )': I pray tonight that God bless them and give them a happy life. Because these boys-these men have seriously touched mine. I'm so thankful for their love and affection. I love you guys :)